Ducky Drummer

But never touch. Respect it, lust it, love it.

Why are you making me be nice. I’m supposed to be this asshole who does whatever he wants. So why be such a gentalman to you. Well I did swear to myself to always be a gent first and a asshole second. Hahaha the means justify the ends I guess

How’d I do how’d I do, baby tell me how you feelThey say real girls ain’t never perfect, perfect girls ain’t realI’d I agree, but I guess we’ll just wait and seeCause I swear you act like perfect is the only way to beNothing matters ‘cept for you, don’t let no one out here blind youDon’t remember why you love me, please allow me to remind youAnd I know you left me once, but I came right back to find youEven though I like being in your past you got a bright future behind youOh, damn, ohGirl I must admit I look amazing next to youGirl you crazy, sexy, cool and you stayed obsessed to schoolBut thats good, cause you know that them grades impress me tooAnd my free days are just for you, but I don’t get manyIts like every time we spend time, it feels like the first timeCause we never spend enough time, you catch me at the worst timeIt ain’t like your not worth time, just I don’t control itBut tonight I made it happen just to celebrate the momentGive it up one time

I’m over it

Always n forever. Story of my life right. I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real. But what if I ripped your heart apart at the seem maby then you’d know how I feel. Thank the spill canvas for that line. Anyway. Idk what I felt for you. You made me realize that there still are smart intresting girls out there. Maby I’m just that ugly hahaha. Well that fucking sucks. Cant change my face but its koo. Right now I’m upset but at the same time its like why bother being upset right now. I’m use to this I really am. It feels better to fall asleep alone cause that’s the only way I’ve known. Part of me wishes this experence could have been different but I’m to use to this for that to even matter at this point. Its not like I wanted to be YOUR man. I just wanted to kiss you. If I get one regret out of this whole ordeal it will be that. That I will never get the chance to show you how special you are with my lips. Hahahahaha alright that was corny. The truth is corny sometimes I guess hahaha. N I like your butt. Its nice. Oh well. I’m tired of this nonsense. FML n all that good stuff. I’m going to go see an awesome band today and that’s all the love I will ever need in my life. #respectmusic. #musicislife.

Attention friends. My bday is 2morrow n I want nothing more but 2 b able 2 see @piercetheveil n @attackattackoh on monday at rainbow ballroom Tix r 20 bucks, so if everyone could combine there efforts n get me a tix 2 this show I would have the best bday ever

I dnt really knw how 2 feel about this. But I didn’t knw how 2 feel about it in the beginning. No one really teaches you these things. N I been such a child through life its stupid. I thought I had all the answers before but the rules have changed. Thts y imma bout 2 smash can yall keep up. I just feel bad 4 whoevers gunna sweep up. Live it love it lust

Good day. Bad day. Umm good day. It was kool I guess. Things worked out as planed. Dnt think I wanna sleep. Still a lot on my mind. Approve or disapprove. Ur opinion means a lot 2 me. Ur like me and won’t deny someone somthing that they wanna do. But will you think any less of me after I did it. I’m still me aren’t I. Just revisiting my past. Maby I have this feeling cause ur what I use 2 dream 2 b. Will you accept me as the fuck up I am. I’m a lil scared. These kids dnt just dream. They live it. Random thoughts. Shit I left my hat and my scarf. Momma named Goston. I love my momma. I wish I had that life. But wishing on stars won’t bring me back 2 life. I been left alone for to long. Or that’s just how it seems. Drop dead gorgeous. What’s a ducky blog without a good line. I’m scared of me right now. Drizzy make me feel love again. #respectmusic. I love you Scarlett Victoria

first fuckin time i ever had fun at one of vinces friends partys. no thts a lie hahaha but it was extra special. hahah by the end of the night sick as a dog. still feel sick. thnk you 4 holding me last night. haha rubbing my back really helped me out. hahaha as soon as you left my stomach started hurting again. but its ok imma eat some bread now. yeah boi. damn i need another pack of cigs. im not sure if i wanna spend this money though. im getting off subject. last night was stimulating (in more ways than one), inspiring, fun, hahahaha really i havent gone 2 sleep with a bigger smile on my face. im glad tht there is still room for pleasure in my life mixed in with all this fucked up shit.

motha fucking DUCKY DRUMMER, out dis bitch

Wtf

So I meet this really awesome sweet smart as hell girl. N ever since the other day I cnt get her off my mind. I knw right me mr heartless, the guy who thought girls were just these mindless mean beings who only live 2 make guys misserable. Now there is someone who has completly changed that and made me find the respect I use 2 have 4 women so long ago. I’m really writing this right now cause I cnt sleep thinkng about her. Wtf this hasn’t happen 2 me in so long its almost a new feeling. Like I totally forgot what this feels like. Hahahaha n u knw what I kinda like it. The only problem is that this came at such a weird time in my life. I gotta leave soon and now I kinda dnt even wanna go. I knw its a lil eairly 2 b trying 2 throw away the good chances that are coming up in my life 4 a girl, but she is so cool and smart I’d hate 4 this 2 just end up goin nowhere. Idk maby I’m thinking 2 much I really should just go 2 sleep. I think she is one of those girls who you could spend day after day with and learn something from her each day. Ahhhh DAMN IT, y do u gotta b so cool n hot hahaha those are opposites there not supposed 2 b found all in one package hahahaha ahhh imma just go 2 sleep

So my times of un-sure is over. No more hiding in the shadows 4 me (plz no blk jokes, this is serious). I now have 2 go above and beyond what I’m use 2 in order 2 get my on life. It starts wit work. First u get the job. Then u get the car then u get the babes (music 4 me). Hahahaha but yes sir. N I cnt just blog n say oh this n this is gunna happen no I have 2 do this. 4 myself n damn what anyone else thinks. I spent soo much of my life being there 4 my friends n anyone who needs me n now I’m done. I have 2 live my life 4 me now. I thank my friends 2 death 4 helping with these hard times but they cnt hold my hand forever. Ahhhh n 4 once I dnt feel like killing myself 4 saying this but I gotta do work son hahaha. This can b a good thing 4 me. I never thought the day would come where I’d b literally at the bottom n feel like I can claw my way out of this hole n rise. Ahhh hahaha man wtf am I gunna do now though. I’m still here at the bottom. I guess thinkin about being on top again n acually fighting 2 get there r 2 totally dif things. Oh well. All I knw is tht I’m gunna work like I never have before.

So my horoscope has told me tht I have 2 many secrets n tht can make me intimidating. So imma let some stuff out. First I’m not some pervert I’m a lil weird but I just have a great respect 4 the female body. Girls r hot n thts all. I’d like 2 have sex with more of these girls but thts whatever. Next, I dnt really wanna b tlkin 2 dis gurl right now n I’d just get in trouble if I yell at her so I have 2 force a smile n b a good lil duck right now. Hahaha. Its hard 2 b friendly and out going for me. Since I spent so many years of my life avoiding tlking 2 people. But yeah thts whatever. N last my life is going 2 b insane next week. Oh boy shits gunna get real, real quick hahhaa. Life u never seem 2 amaze me :)